Life can be so unexpected. Often times it is not against you but actually to strengthen us. We will repeat the same mistakes and patterns until we choose to accept , heal and move on from a reoccurring cycle .
Sometimes the sun just doesn’t hit the same …. It’s like the darkness has absorbed me to a point of no return at times…
I sit here trapped within ; almost consumed of thoughts that pain me to the point it manifests into my body feeling as my neck is almost loosing air within reality.
Often times I feel so emotionally consumed I wonder if it is even me at times or what I settle for …
Apart of my life is trapped within regret and despair as I wrap my head around it leaves me sick within my stomach…
But it’s like every heart break hurts less and every stressor turns into motivator…
As for some this is all we know and are left with …
Few few are left understanding this;
As survival is often times a responsibility rather then a choice one & is decision we are left with upon themselves …
So if you made that choice to survive rather then to be depleted along the pain and darkness that may consume you at times
Celebrate you as you are … not only strength but courage , fear & love which also surrounds you especially along your darkest paths ….
There was always light even when the darkness almost tried to consume it
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